Who am I — 1
hi! good morning.
it is 19th of may. I’m not joining Kasetsart University Scholarship neither IISMA. I’m not joining LEAP Ruangguru Internship Program.
I haven’t finished my Kolokium data yet. I haven’t did my task. I haven’t study solid physics course from the beginning of the class. I haven’t did my task, 3 tasks.
I’m not beautiful. It’s OK.
I’m going to learn about self acceptance.
I’m not that rich, so do my parents. I have to study and work hard if wanna eat something delicious.
- I’m not joining Kasetsart University Scholarship because I was mistaken the information about it. It was my fault.
- I’m not joining IISMA because I have no money to take the test.
- I’m not apply LEAP Ruangguru Internship Program because I’m too lazy to write the essay and motivation letter. It was my mistake.
- I’m haven’t joining Paragon Internship Program because I’m too lazy to answer the question and I have no photo to be used in twibbon. I’ll read the brief and if the internship is not fit to my study, I’m going to looking for another internship.
- I haven’t take my Kolokium data because I’m not trying to fix my tools. I don’t know how to do it. I rely on Reyhan since the beginning to helps me. I know its not good for my future. I’ll study how to fix it. Soon.
- I haven’t pay my debt to UKM that cost 1.700.000 because my Kampus Mengajar fee haven’t sent to my atm yet. I’ll pay it after I received 2.400.000 from Kampus Mengajar.
- I haven’t did my tasks because I’m too lazy to do it. I have no motivation. But it’s my responsibility as student. I have to do it. It’s my responsibility as a student. Your parent pay for it.
- I have no money. I’m depressed. I have to save my money if someone give me.
- I haven’t give 120.000 to bendahara 2 UKM because I have no money on my Mandiri.
- Am I jealous of my exs new relationship? But I’m OK when I see them. I don’t know I just need him sometimes. Only his chat that can fit to me. I just miss the conversation. The memories. But I know I’m better cut him off. It’s toxic. So, if you just wanna focus on your study and carrier path, just do it. Don’t let a man ruin your day. Just focus on yourself.
- I don’t like it when Nadhifa says that I’m keren. No. I know she just talk about shit. Skip her for a while. U don’t need her. Just focus on yourself, once more.
- I throw shit to Mas Kesit and my UKM mates that I have already in Jogja. The fact is I’m still trapped in my home. I just say that shit to encourage them that I’m responsible enough with my position. Why? Why should u lyin on them? U lie to yourself too. About responsible. U are trully not responsible enough. U are not that nice person u know? U just live in someones life u r trying to live. Can’t u just stop it? Don’t you getting tired of using someone else’s foot? Just be yourself. Be a better person. Is it that difficult? Don’t lie to anyone. Even if it’s small things like have you eat or not. Answer it honestly.
- I feel like, I’m far away from Allah. I feel lazy when Sholat and read Al Quran. What kind of sin that I have made? It has started since a years ago.
- I remember. I have debt to Inspirator MIPA. 350.000 rupiahs. Am I mistaken? I will pay it 400.000 right after I get my money from Kampus Mengajar.
- I haven’t give birthday gifts for Mba Jojo, Nadhifa, Bapak, Ibuk, and my bro sis. I have plan to buy them some clothes. See? You have to work hard if you want to be a nice person.
- U haven’t return 2 black hijabs that belong to Mba Ghina and Ilafi. Mba Ghina have moved to East Java. And I’m not going to ask Ilafi if I want to return it. U have to send the hijab to Mba Ghina. Ask her adress. Send the hijab together with a nice gift for her. Another black hijab sounds nice. About Ilafi? You can ask her whether she is in Jogja or not.
- I haven’t make a big project on my Kampus Mengajar program. I’m planning to make a simple physics experience. Should I make a pretest and posttest too? Yes of course.
- I take machine learning course on Dicoding and the deadline is in the end of this month. I don’t even finished the first class tho. Where’s your responsibility? When will you learn the course?
Hey. It’s enough. I feel better. Thanks
So, here is my action plan. Uhmm I’m going to highlight the action plan.